Okay, this clumsiness and absent-mindedness has reached its high. I am a bigger mess than what I started as. I drop things, I forget things, I misplace things all the time, I forget things...it is just miserable...unbearable.
It is not cute that this is happening because I'm "pregnant" as people try to assure me. It is really frustrating.
The old-wives tale that explain this particular phenomenon is that this is preparing me for solely focusing on the baby and that nothing else mat
ters. I guess these explanations ease the lack of control but it is putting me out. Going to the bathroom a million times a night is preparing for sleepless nights, etc. I just have NO control anymore. This is why I am taking such stand on my diet 'cause this is all I can control. Some people find it nutty that I chose not to eat chocolate or have the occasional cup of coffee. This is all I have man![sigh]
This state of mind is NOT helping me at work! I need to be focused with the demand of my student population, more so the legal aspects that driven by some of their parents.
I hope for things to get a bit more settled 'cause trying to hope for it to get better is useless. Oh heavens, I sound like a Debbie Downer now...sorry :( but just call me Mr. Clumsy.
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