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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

SEASICK, YET STILL DOCKED...

WEEK13:

Just when I thought, "Okay, I have gotten my first-week back at work and these great birthday concerts out of the way, I will be able to focus on work more."

[sigh]

Why do I bother controlling what seems to be, an uncontrollable year! After Santa Barbara, I took Friday off from work. As much as I dreaded this so (I hate calling in to work but this was a planned day off), I spent all of Friday and Saturday sleeping! I mean, SLEEPING. Okay, the week obviously caught up to me. I get it; I need to learn a balance here. Then there is this new venture of buying a house that has me overwhelmed because it seems more realistic as the days go by. Another huge adult responsibility under my belt.

Back to work Tuesday, Monday was a holiday, so I had a lovely long holiday weekend to recover and get it together. Tuesday comes and I am plagued with work issues. This would include a surge of stress. I sought out support and my co-workers are great but no matter what, I will be a worrywart by nature. Please let me get through Tuesday!! Another thing that was happening was our home inspection midday! Ryan was there but I was at work. He was the far better half for this part of escrow. I got through Tuesday, sorta, and called Ryan to see if dinner and inspection talk would work. We had yummy Indian food! That evening at dinner I started to feel a bit odd but I treaded through, it must be Little Bean symptoms, no biggie. We had a great dinner, wonderful conversation, and more tummy-fun after dinner…Buster’s yogurt!!!

Got home and now was feeling achier and just headed to bed. Wednesday was going to be a long day, Back-to-School Night already!!

[gulp]

My classroom was nowhere near ready and I was nowhere nearly all there in my head…and there it was ladies and gentlemen (are men reading this?)…the flu! I had to be at work until about 8pm this night and it has not just been hot in LA but just humid and muggy in San Marino!! I know this as I drive 6 miles home; the temperature drops a good 4-5 degrees and increases as I go to work. This balmy day was a good 98ยบ F! Heaven please help me get through this!!

I am thankful tomorrow I have my 14-week follow-up so I could get a 2 for 1 visit! I can't seem to get off this boat ride and curb this sickness!!!

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