CAN'T...GET OUT OF BED...

WEEK 27.3

Okay, I think the stress from yesterday got me today. I am either sick (I don't believe so), I'm depressed (my Little Bean will not allow this), or yesterday's incident has my body shutting down. I vote for that last one. I got up this morning, ready for a day with Ryan and father-in-law at the beach but instead, I made my way to bed after a small breakfast and proceeded to stay there ALL day! I slept 2 hours, I woke up, ate a bit, slept some more, woke up to roll over to go back to sleep. If it wasn't for Ryan asking if I was interested in going to the movies, I would have not found the motivation to get out of bed. It was a good night out 'cos we got to see Frost/Nixon. Yay, something stimulating for the brain 'cos my headache went away that evening!!...sort of...

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Did I mention I hated the stressor? I swear to high heaven, if anything happens to Bean and/or me, I will make sure this person pays! I hope I just needed this rest and that this was my body's way of slowing me down. We needed it, yes, but Friday played in my head to the point of nursing a headache ALL day long. An almost painful headache, reminiscent of past headaches. AND, I am beginning to grind my teeth...again!!

[Noooooooo, not again]

This sends me back to the stress filled days of last year when I didn't care to control my stress because it was par for the course, right? Since Bean has come along, I try desperately to monitor this 'cos it has nothing to do with me anymore, it's all about her.

Ooooooo, I tell you, someone's gonna pay...