Okay, this week ends with a somber song in my heart. Not in a bad way but in a "I'm still a silly, crazy fan" way. Without going into details, Ryan worked with one of my all time favorites bands this week and I was unable to visit him at work, at no fault to my guy. That is the short story and that is all I will say. But as the days pass, I'm feeling better but this visit became more of a mission for Sofia. I wanted a belly picture for my "Caterpillar Girl" from the band that penned the song...
[sigh]
Tomorrow is our last day until Winter Break (2 weeks) and heaven knows I'm counting down. I want to sleep in, not think about work, spend time with Ryan (I can't get enough of this guy), and possibly get Bean's room ready. I have these ideas now, this need to want to get it done but you know my laziness will prevail as this cold weather makes me just want to stay under the blankets on the sofa and watch the idiot box!!Oh, I have started my registry but all thanx to my girl, M. I don't know why I have not motivated to do this. It's gotta be the stress of work and trying to learn to redirect that energy towards what matters most right now. I think as the week winds down and feel like vacation-mode, I'll get this done. It honestly feels strange to do it. I understand the purpose but, I don't know...feels like "buy us this and buy us that" but I know it is all for Bean. I mean, it is just a strange feeling to make a list of "wants"....oh never mind...'cos the Baby Shower itself is going to feel strange. I am thankful Michelle is taking charge to make sure it is more of a small "gathering" of friends. It's the attention part that is uneasy but I'm sure M will make sure I get over. I know she'll make sure it is not a typical, traditional shower with games and people I have never seen before. I will not torture my friends, I hope. M even suggested a baby shower after Bean's born and do a shower with a "meet and greet" as good, ol' Martha Stewart has suggested. Great idea but I may upset others who really want a shower now!
Grief, you know, we have been slackers. I don't know why. People have asked for belly pictures, pictures of Ryan and I showing off the belly, asking for what we want for Sofia but yet we don't do it. I just don't know, seriously. Sorry to all we have let down and we mean the best...we'll try to make up for it this break as I relax and focus on Bean...Oh, I think you can add the registry here on the blog. I'll keep updating it as M sends me her ideas. Thank heaven we're on the same page but unfortunately, different states...
Check out the left, side column, that's the best I can do for now...
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